If I Had A Song

I wrote this poem for someone I thought was very special.... A lot has changed since then. I'm not sure Why I'm putting it in my blog but here it goes....

If I had a Song

I wish I could find a song

That would explain how I feel

The I would sing it to you

And you would know thw words I sing are real.

When I am around you

My heart stops,

My belly tightens,

The butterflies come.

My mind is empty,

Lost,

Blank,

Oh damn, I have to remember how to think.

Words can not begin to fathom my emotions

Everything just feels so right,

That it begins to become a huge fright.

Never once in my life have I felt a guy was in my life for a reason,

and not for a season.

Its something about you that gives you edge,

excite,

fear,

doupt,

happiness,

longing and wanting

And the list can go on.

I fear my emotions

Which is something I know I should not do,

But damn it BABY,

I'm just so in to YOU!

Is it the way you smile at me,

And I smile back,

Is it the way your eyes pierce my soul,

So I feel like I'm under attack,

Is it the way your lips ress slowly against mine,

And it feels as though we just stopped time

Is it the words you say,

Like you see my potentical and so much more.

It's crazy how much you make my mind sore.

I've only known you for two and a half months

But it feels like I've known you my entire life,

I trust you,

And its crazy that I do

Your like my diary,

I can tell all my secrets to you,

So many things cross my mind,

at all times...

This poem doesn't fully explain how much I care and like you,

I wish I could fing a song,

That fully explains how I feel,

I would sing it to you whole heartedly,

And thats how you would know these words I say are real....

By,

Myosha Smith 2:44a.m

10/27/09