Your startled by the words that were just said and you can not believe they are true. You are confused because he was so in love with you. You are angry because it's happened once again. You are disturbed by the thought of just being friends. Your tears fall slowly from your eyes, longing for a love lost which came as a surprise.
All of these emotions begin to build. You mind is filled with past thoughts and preconceived notions about the next guy and what he is all about. You are fearful but bitter at the same time. You want to love but you are well aware that love is blind. Your minds goes blank to thought of another man, but you want love so you give it a chance.
The same story different guy, but the same rules apply. The cycle begins all over again. Your lost in the panic of love. This is all that you begin to think of. You now have been hurt several times. But you refuse to give up trying.
Love has come and gone. Came and went, sometimes you even thought it was heaven sent. You become bitter to the thought of men. You think they are sneaky and only want one thing. You wanted love but that is no longer a desire. Now your heart is filled with fire. Yet again you have been battered with his lies. You think to your self, " why do I even try?" You try because you believe in love. and sometimes its all you can think of. But for everyone that tries to get close, you cut them off so they won't know who you really are. You are full of doubt and you refuse to believe anything that they say. All men are liars, thats the lesson learned from your mistakes.
For the men out there that read this story. Don't exalt yourself with all the glory. Take it from a girl I would know. A woman's scorn is hard to deal with. I encourage you guys to treat the ladies right, because if you don't they won't be a pretty sight.
Hmm..well da same can be said for the ladies who hurt they man...soundz kinda weird but it happenz... I kno I ain't perfect..but I think to avoid being hurt..u gotta get to know the person before u get serious with them n prepare for the worse...a lot of ladies..have high expectations n them when thingz don't turn out the way they planned they are hurt..and another thing its hard to trust femalez n give dem ur all sometimes..but I think the better u get to kno the person..the better thingz will turn out..dats just my opinion....=-p...Dex once again lol
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